Pal...Yaad Ayege Yeh Pal!!!

Kuch Saalo Baad Pal Yeh Bohot Yaad Aayege

Jab Hum Apne Apne Mukam Par Pohoch Jayege,

Akele Jab Hoge

Saath Gujare Hue Lamhe Yaad Aayege,

Paisa Toh Bohot Hoga Shayad

Par Kharch Karne Ke Lamhe Kum Ho Jayege,

Aaj Jyada Msg Aanese Ghussa Hote Hai

Kal Ek Msg Ko Taras Jayege,

Ek Cup Coffee Yaad Doston Ki Dilayge

Fir Sochte Sochte Aankh Nam Ho Jayegi,

In Palo Ko Dil Khol Kar Jilo Yaaron

Kyuki Zindagi In Dino Ko Fir Nahi Dauhraygi...

BIKHRE ALFAZ!!!

Yun hi chal raha hu me

Hath me kitab aur dil me sawal hai,

Sukhe patto pe chal padi

Zindagi ki yeh adhuri talaash hai...

Hawa ke rukh se

Badal bhi apni manzil mod lete hai,

In ghane pedo ka kya

Bikhre patto me bhi apna dard chupa lete hai...

Har udte patto me

Kisi ka khwab likha hota hai,

Tair jaye toh pura

Aur doob jaye toh Adhura hota hai...

Behete pani ka bhi

Kaha koi thikana hota hai,

Kahi mil jaye toh

Samundar ka bhi kinara hota hai...

Kahaniya toh bohot si hai

Jise yaad kiy jaye,

Par tum uss nazm ki tarah ho 

Jise padhkar kise bhi pyaar ho jaye...

NAQAAB!!!

Nazme padhkar wah-wah kehne walo

Har shaks ka guzra daur hota hai,

Kuch mann me hi sath le jate hai

Aur kuch ashko me baya kar jate hai...

Safalta ke pichhe mat bhago

Jeet ka gurur sar chadhkar bolta hai,

Hausla hare insano ko mene
Aksar ladte dekha hai...

Zindagi me haar bhi bohot zaruri hai

Khud ke aib ka pata chalta hai,

Aur jitna bhi behad zaruri hai

Khud ke hunar se ru-ba-ru hote hai...

Kitabo ke panne toh log padhkar bhul jate hai

Par unka swad har kisi ke jubaan par hota hai,

Kahani ka saransh hume yaad reheta hai

Lekin lafz toh unhi ke hote hai...

Husna ki tarif toh har koi karta hai

Saccha aashiq toh uski ibadat karta hai,

Kisike muskan par dil mat har baitho

Muskurahto ka bhi naqaab hota hai...

KADHI TUJHYA, KADHI MAJHYA!!!

Kadhi tujhya dolyat, 

Kadhi majhya dolyat, 

Aplya athvani firatach astat... 

Kadhi Tujhya shabdat, 

Kadhi majhya shabdat,

Premachya goshti nighatach astat... 

Kadhi tujhya hrudayat, 

Kadhi majhya hrudayat, 

Ek mekanche naav satat  gun-gunat astat...

Kadhi  tujhya hatat, 

Kadhi majhya hatat, 

Doghanche hath guntlelech astat... 

Kadhi tujhya vicharat, 

Kadhi majhya vicharat,

Athavani che kshan bhijatach astat...

Kadhi tujhya premat me, 

Kadhi majhya premat tu,

Na visarta apan nehmi padatach asto...

DIL KAHE ROK LU!!!

Yaha meri kalam fir chal padi hai

kisi kore kagaz par,

Aur me jaanta hu ki tum bhi

meri hi nazme pad rahi hogi....

Meri aankhe nahi dekhegi tumhe

kyuki yeh jhut nahi bol pati,

Rokna toh bahe bhi chahti hai tumhe

par kya karu yeh dil ki zuba nahi bol pati...

Mousam ki peheli barish fir hogi

jiski kad-kadahat me sirf meri dhadkano ki aahat hogi,

Bheegte hue tumhare badan pe

har ek boond me bus meri hi yaade hogi...

Yun toh Nafrat hai mujhe iss barish se

jo tumhe chhune ki jurrat karti hai,

Par khushi bhi hai mujhe

kyuki tumhari muskurahat ki shurwat bhi isi se hai...

Sochta hu kaid kar lu tumhari harkato ko

par unhe tumse chhine ka mann nahi karta,

Yun toh hamesha muskurati hi ho,

aur aaj kehe rahi ho ki chodne ka mann nahi karta...

Meri har baat ko tolne ki adat nahi hai tumhari

fir aaj kyu mere asuo ko tol rahi ho,

Kuch hi din gili rahegi yeh palke 

fir toh tum bhi kahi dur jaa rahi ho...

YAAD HAI WOH DIN!!!

Yaad hai woh din, jab Chand tut kar
zameen par aa gira tha,

Hum bhage the dhundne use par

kahi kuch nhi mila tha... 

Ghane jungle me hum dono ki 

saason ka pehera tha, 

Hath pakadkar chalte tumhari muskan par

jo thehera tha... 

Peheli baar kisine apna samajhkar

hath thama tha, 

Dhadkane tez, par ek bharosa tha...

Kuch bechain si thi tumhare aankho

ki roshni, 

Pal pal tumhari muskan ko jo yun

chhed rahi thi,

Kadam tumhare chal rahe the aur aahat mere dil me gunj rahi thi...

Jaa pohoche the hum us kinare, 

Jaha talab me ek roshni ka tinka

chamak rahai tha, 
Dekhte hue karib pohocha toh tuta hua

chand nhi Tumhara hi aks tha...

YEH ISHQ HAAYE!!!

Yeh Ishq bhi kaisi paheli hai

Kisi ko samajhti nahi toh kisi se sambhalti nahi,

Jisko samajhti hai use kabhi milti nahi 

Aur jis se sambhalti hai use uski kadar nahi...

Insaan chaai bhi fuk-fuk kar pita hai

Par Pyaar aankh band kar ke karta hai ,

Ajeeb khel hai yeh kismat ka

Pyaar ka ehsaas bhi dooriyaan hi sikhati hai...

Har shayar ki kahani ek si nahi hoti

Kuch panne aise bhi hote hai,

Jispar siyahi ki jagah 

dard aur khushiya bikhri hote hai...

Ishq me saza bhi usi ko milti hai

Jise uski parvah hoti hai,

Aur inaam bhi usi ko milta hai

Jise uski izzat hoti hai...

Heer-Ranjha, Laila-Majnu

Yeh toh bus mehez kuch kisse hai,

Aise hi kayi kisse aaj kal

Akhbaro me aur galli-chaubaro par mil jate hai...

Har insaan ke Pyaar ki

Ek rangeen daastan hoti hai,

Jiske rang me ya toh rang jata hai

Ya fir apne hi yaadon me be-rang ho jata hai...

Ishq ki izzat karo yaaro

Yeh har kise ke naseeb me nahi hota,

Par jise Ishq hota hai

Use uska ehsaas aksar der se hota hai...

EK SHATRANJ KI BAAZI UPARWALE KE SATH!!!

Pure ke pura aasman 

ghuma kar kar dekhi baazi,

Din ki baazi humari

raat ki baazi tumhari...

Kaale ghar me chand ko khel kar,

tumne socha tha mere sare mohre pit jayege,

Mene ek chirag jalakar roshni kar

apna rasta khud bana liya...

Tumne samundar hath me lekar

mujhpar dhel diya,

Mene nuh ki kashti upar rakh di...

Maut ka kauf dikhakar 

tumne samjha tha ab toh maat hui,

Mene khaul utarkar tumhe saup di

aur apni ruh apno ke yaado me rok li...

Kaal chala tumne aur

meri or dekhakar,

Mene kaal ko todke

kishtoh me jina sikh liya...

Mere apno ko marna chaha tumne,

kuch chamatkaro se,

Mere ek pyade ne chalte chalte

tere chand jaise 8 mohre maar liye...

Udte parindo ko par de kar

tumne apni bazi ko khich diya,

Mere kuch pyado ne hawaijahaz banakar 

pura shatranj dobara rach diya...

Pure ke pura aasman ghuma kar,

ab tum dekho baazi...

I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU!!!

Having you in my life

is like a viable feeling,

In which your presence is the essence

that keeps on pleasing...

The stress on your face,

the fear in your heart,

Makes me worried

and breaks me apart...

I can handle the world

but not the tears in your eyes,

And to stop them

I can cross any barriers at any price...

Your smile is what holds me back

and makes me happy,

Your trust in me is what

makes me realize my priority...

Staring at you 

when you play with your hair,

That is what i wish

someone would give me as Dare...

Your fears are my biggest enemies,

not because they scare you,

But because they stop you

from thinking about me...

So whenever you need someone,

someone to hold you in his arms,

Close your eyes...

I'll be there for you... Forever and ever...

FALLING IN LOVE...ONCE AGAIN!!!

NOTE: Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people Falling in Love...

Though I was born 21 years back, but I felt alive 3 years ago when I met you. I didn't know, you were the one whom destiny will choose for me, though it had to. Every time the I see the moon, I always say I have a perfect replacement of a partner after you. A lonely guy in a strange place, with  juvenile age, had a friend, partner- Moon. It's difficult to accept when someone you are used to gets a replacement. Even the Waves leaves the shores for a reason. But this, it happened to me in a moment... Sshatakkk! Her face was the only thing I could imagine. I haven't loved myself as much as I love you. Because when you love someone, you don't remember about yourself and your presence is an illusion to yourself. Yeah! that is what unconditional love is all about. Days passed, dates changed, calender shuffled, but the thing which did not turn over was My love for you. Having someone like you is something that no can afford, I seem to be the prince of this fairy-tail. One of the best feelings in the world is knowing that your presence and absence, both mean something to someone. I can see the whole world in your eyes because I know they are always searching me in this crowd. There are times when you say something in your mind and my heart comes to know, that is because silence always have the echo, and you must be able to hear it only in silence. 

           The day I saw you first time like that, ambitious, self-loving, strong and bold, I was hanged for an instance and that was the only time I couldn't make the decision- whether to Praise you or to Love you. You have your own style of describing everything, you know what I'm saying, the Thirst of water thing. I just love those small idiotic mistakes you make and make those cute expressions... Yes! I get flattered on them. I can not watch a deadly interesting match playing in-front of me, but Ignoring your small, silly expressions, jokes, behavior is not at all affordable for me. Everyone have a hard time in there lives, we've got too. But they never seemed hard because you were the part of it, always with me and there for me. It's Late Night now and I'm still here writing this because You gave me the reason to dream, to live, to resonate, you made me know who I'm, by making it difficult for yourself to change.

          It's over 3 years and I still get the dream of when we first met, the same place, same feeling, the only thing that changes every morning is more love in your eyes for me and a bigger smile on your face. I think that is what really matters to me, your happiness. People say you fall in love only once, but I fall daily...with the Same person. The only one thing that I would want to keep with myself forever is YOU. Because everyday I want to fall in Love with you... The same way.

          Yeah! Sun is up on a bright morning, it's another day and I'm Falling in Love... Once Again...

ZINDAGI SI DASTAN!!!

Ishtemai lamho me, kishto si hai yeh zindagi,

kabhi kamati toh kabhi kharch hoti hai zindagi,

Kash in rishto me bhi kuch aisi baat hoti,

Jisme na fisalti na rukti thi Zindagi...

Lamho se nahi, Khushiyon se beet jati hai zindagi,

Kuch muskan aur kuch Aasuo se bheeg jati hai zindagi,

Umeed toh har kisi shaks ko hai,

Par Umeedo se nahi honslo se jiyi jati hai zindagi...

Insaan ki kimat uske jinda hone se nahi,

Uske zindagi ke hone se hai,

Rishto ki mithas, unhe yaad karne se nahi,
Sab ke sath hone se hai...

Zindagi toh yun hi chalti rahegi,

Bus kisi ke aane ka intazar hai,

Jiske ankho me nahi,

Udte khayalo me mera naam hai...

Zindagi uski bhi wohi hai,

Jiska me mohtaj hu,

Bus fark inta hai ki me uske dil ka

Aur woh mere zindagi ki sartaj hai...

Wakt tab bhi gujarta tha Aur aaj bhi gujarta hai,

Zindagi kal bhi chalti thi Aur aaj bhi chalti hai,

Bus ek yeh dil hai jo ab tak sirf dhadakta tha,

Aur aaj kisi ke liye dhadakta hai...

ATI-KHUBSOORAT!!!

Sochta tha, milegi kya koi aisi

Jo ati-khubsurat naa ho,

Naa ho apsara jaisi ek, par hogi hazaro me ek,

Baghwan jab deta hai, toh dil khol ke,

Mere zindagi ke hisse me Pyara shaks bhej diya ek ...

Kyu har saans tumhe hi pukarti hai,

Kyu iss dil me tumhari hi dhadkane chalti hai,

Na me jaanta hu aur naa janna chahata hu,

Iss ehsaas ko bus yun hi jeena chahata hu...

Kabhi lagta tha use dikh ke,

Kya yahi hai woh khwabo me anewali,

Toh kabhi lagta tha, kya yahi hai woh

Saree me khule baalo wali,

Ikrar hai samajhkar mene hi puch li dil ki baat,

Ab kabhi bhi hoti hai baat, chahe din ho ya raat...

Woh keheti hai ab soch band kar,

Dikhao kuch kar,

Tab uske saath bitayi palo ko me

hiro ki tarah sambhalta hu,

Aur sabse chhupa kar kisi kone me

Akele hi savarta hu... 

Dhund kar mile woh pathar kimti nahi,

Bina dhunde jo mile woh kimti,

Pathar nahi,

Tumhe dhundna humare kismat me nahi,

Isliye shayad aaj tum mere sath ho yahi...

Aankho ke rang me uske,

Zindagi meri aisi hi rangti rahe,

Paas jata hu uske toh sochta hu

Yeh batau use kaise,

Uss se kehena mushkil hai,

Toh keh deta hu apne dil se,

Par soochta hai ki samajhega use yeh kaise,

Agle hi pal yaad ata hai, woh reheti toh hai issi dil me...

THE RINGS OF HAPPINESS!!!

           It's not a game nor a puzzle, it's not a deal nor a contract, it's not a sacrifice nor a Deja Vu, it's not a law nor a punishment, it's a Ring of Happiness called Marriage. A marriage is a bond that is not signed but is created by the hearts. Every individual has right to be bonded in this beautiful thing called Marriage. Not all have same feelings in there heart but definitely have the same relation as the other. You are the one who can make it happen, you can make it beautiful and only you can make a dream come true. Arranged marriage people and Love Marriage people have a common thing between them and that is LOVE. Love can make a relationship more stronger than just a word marriage. Marriage is the dream for a mother, happiness for a father, responsibility for a son and respect for the daughter. It's the most wonderful relationship in the world where two people share the same heart for rest of there lives. A marriage has a language that can be understood by everyone when you see a man caring for a lady more than himself. The way he pleases her, the way she make cute faces at him, the way he surprises her and the way she laughs even at his idiotic moves is a relationship that has all happiness in itself. When the friends tease him with her name and he blushes and when her friends pull her legs by pointing his faults and she avoids it with shyness makes the essence more sweeter. The reasons they give to take each other's side to defend there love, shows the support for each other for there life.That smile on the face of a Bride when she takes a glance at the Groom with those bright eyes, is what defines the Trust on him. That talks on the phone just before couple of days of the ceremony is what defines the Interest in him. That eagerness to see her even if some ethics has to be followed is what defines the Worriedness for her. The bouquet of flowers that he sends is what defines the Love to her. The help to each other is what defines the Care for each other. And the Trust, Interesting, Worriedness, Love and Care is what defines a marriage. Live your life with the one who Loves you not with the one whom you Love...  

KALAT NAKALAT BHAAS HOTO TUJHA!!!

Gelya 56 taasan pasun duarava ahe,

Kashi asel, kuthe asel,

Bari asel, jari nasel,

Tari Kalat Nakalat Bhaas Hoto Tujha...

Ek prashna satat manat guntato ahe,

Ajun kiti diwas haa durava?

Mahit asun lajalu mann

Tech parat-parat mhanta ahe,

Tari Kalat Nakalat Bhaas Hoto Tujha...

Taarkha rengalta ahe tujhya

Jawal parat tashyach,

Punha toch chhand, tich aturta,

Tyach athvani sangta ahe tu dur ahes,

Tari Kalat Nakalat Bhaas Hoto Tujha...

Ho mi Thoda ragitt ahe,

Pan toh majha swabhav nahi,

Majhi kalji ahe, tujhya sobat nastana

Tujhya baddal vatnara prem ahe,

Ho thoda vegla ahe pan sagla ahe...

Pratyek ghaas, pratyek shwaas,

Tujhya pasunach suru hotat,

Ani tujhyavarch samptat,

Chaughi kade shodhnare dole,

Aaj andhuk jhale panyane,

Tari Kalat Nakalat Bhaas Hoto Tujha...

Jaga veghli, saundarya veghla,

Pan bhiti tich, tujhya pasun dur honyachi,

Kontya tari paanavar kahitari lihat ashil tu,

Pan itki mala khatri ahe

ki vichaar majhach karat ashil tu,

Mhanun Kalat Nakalat Bhaas Hoto Tujha...

ज़िन्दगी सबको एक ही बार मिलती है... सिर्फ एक बार!!!

           लोग मानते है की हॉस्टेल में वही लोग होते है जो शैतानी करते है. घर पर शैतानी करने के कारन उनको हॉस्टेल में रखा जाता है. पर शायद उनकी किस्मत में ही लिखी होती है कुछ ऐसी बाते जो शायद ही किसी के नसीब में हो. हर किसी के नसीब में नही होती हॉस्टेल लाइफ. घर से दूर, किसी अनजान जगह, किन अनजान लोगो के साथ गुजरने लगती है ज़िन्दगी. हॉस्टेल में रहने वाले हर इंसान को पेहेले दिन यही लगता है की इस अनजान जगह पर में कैसे रहे पाउँगा, कैसे झेल पाउँगा वो सब बाते जो अब तक महसूस भी नही की थी. पर धीरे-धीरे सब संभलने लगता है जब कोई अनजान इंसान हमसे गुफ्तगू होता है जिन्हे हम हमारी भाषा में "दोस्त" केहेते है. दोस्ती ही एक ऐसी बड़ी चीज़ होती है जो किसी को संभाल सकेजब इंसान अकेला होता है . हॉस्टेल में जाकर ही पता चलता है की दोस्तों की एहमियत क्या होती है. जब घर की याद अति है तब वही दोस्त हमे हँसाने पोहोच जाता है. रिश्तो की एहमियत, खुद की शख्सियत, दुसरो की तकलीफ और माँ-बाप का प्यार, इन सब बातो का मतलब सिर्फ हॉस्टेल में रहा हुआ इंसान ही अच्छे से समझ सकता है. 
              ये कहानी भी उसी वक्त की है जब में हॉस्टेल में रहा करता था. मुझे आज भी याद है मेरा पहला दिन जब में सिर्फ १४ साल का था और मेरे माँ-बाप मुझे छोड़ने आए थे. सब लोगो के आखो में आसु थे, न जाने सिर्फ में ही मुस्कुरा रहा था. मुझसे पेहेले से रहने वाले बच्चे भी लिपट कर फुट-फुट कर रो रहे थे. मेरी मुस्कराहट मेरे एहसास को बया नही कर रही थी, वह तोह मेरे माँ-बाप को होसला दे रही थी की में उन लोगो में से नही हु जो हार मान ले या ज़िन्दगी के एक मोड़ पर लड़खड़ा जाऊ. में उन लोगो में से था जिसे अब आज़ाद रहना सीखना था, अपने सपनो को बुनना था, अपना वजूद बनाना था. जाते-जाते मेरे माँ की आखो में कुछ अश्क आ ही गए थे जो कुछ देर में बाँध से छूटने वाले थे और मेरे पापा की आखे नम हो गयी थी जिन्हे में पहेली बार नम देख रहा था. 

Tera Mera Naam!!! (PART-2)

Hello! awaj jaise kisi geherai se ati hui mere kaano par padi, saans bharte hue mene aankhe mund li, aur ek bund sidhi mere aankho se Zameen ki duri tay karte hue Zameen par jaa giri...

Sabse pehele mere ek haseen dost ne use mere phone se msg kiya tha "I think I'm in Love With You". Par 2 din tak uska phone band hone ke kaaran woh paigaam uss tak pohocha hi nahi tha, isliye mene wapas bhej diya yahi soch kar ki agar kuch ho jaye toh me uska sahara lekar jhutla saku. Par jab usne mujhse pucha " What have you just sent me?", toh me khud ko rok naa saka. Pata nahi har baar jab bhi woh mere sath hoti hai me usse kuch chhupa nahi sakta, yaa toh usse woh baat pata chal jati hai yaa toh mein hi bol deta hu. Uske uss sawal ke baad mujhme jaise garmi si bhar gayi thi, mujhe pasina chhut raha tha. Haan! dar tha par iss baat ka nahi ki uska jawab kya hoga, par iss baat ka ki humara Rishta kahi khatam naa ho jaye. Kahi uski awaj mere kaano se dur naa ho jaye, kahi uske Zain me mere liye galatfemi naa ho jaye, kahi uska mujhpar se bharosa naa uth jaye. Aise kayi sawal mere dimag me Dastak de rahe the. "Jo bhi tumne padha woh sab sach hai, bus tumhare jawab ka intazar hai", yeh sab me kaise bol gaya mujhe khud pata nahi chala. Shayad wakt par itafaaq nazair tha isliye itni himmat aa gayi ki sab kehe gaya. Uski awaj ki nami bayaan kar rahi thi ki uska jawab kya hoga. "Par kaise? Hum toh sirf dost the" usne kaha, aur mein chup raha kyuki me jaanta tha par Bekhabar tha ki sach me uske zindagi me koi aur tha. "Yeh mumkin nahi ho sakta" usne kaha, aur fir pehele ki tarah mere gale me kharash ayi aur usi ladkhadati aawaj me mene usse kaha, "Jaanta hu, Mera kaam hai tumse pyaar karna aur uss pyaar ko barkarar rakhna yeh tumhara kaam hai". Yeh kehekar mene phone kaat diya aur ek Aadeeb ki tarah soch me ghul gaya. Kuch din ek alag duniya me jee raha tha mein, jaha subah-raat bewajah mausam badal rahe the, kuch nahi samajh aa raha tha aur ek raat achanak phone par dhun baji jo mujhe naa padhne ke baad bilkul bhi sunai nahi de rahi thi. Ussi ka phone tha, hamesha ki tarah uska naam dekhte hi meri dhadkane mano jaise rail ki raftar se bhi tezz daud rahi thi. "Hello!" uski awaj mere kaano par kareeb 2 hafte baad pad rahi thi, mene bhi usse daurhaya. Paas-e-manzar ek lay me chalti hawa ka shor sunai de raha tha jisse mujhe andaaza aa gaya tha ki woh safar me thi. Dil me yeh sawal hamesha se tha ki woh hamesha safar ke dauraan mujhe hi apna humsafar kyu banana pasand karti thi par dil ko ek sukun mila yeh soch kar ki ab bhi woh mujhe apna humsafar maanti hai. Mene uss din uss sawal ke jawab ko janane ki koshish ki, " kyu hamesha safar ke dauraan mujhe hi humsafar banati ho?". "Pata nahi..." uska yeh jawab sunkar me duwidha me tha ki agar iske zindagi me koi aur hai toh yeh mujhe ussi wakt kyu apna humsafar banana chahati hai jab woh sabse akeli hoti hai. Par me khush tha ki usse meri parwah hoti hai aur woh mujhse dur hone ke Ehsaas ko samajhti hai. Uss raat me khud se Mukhatib hua aur hamesha ki tarah me raat bhar soo nahi paya kyuki woh safar me thi aur mera dil ussi me atka baitha tha. Agli subah jab mene phone par dekha toh ussi ka paigaam tha "I'm so worried, I'm not able to stop crying..." isse padh kar mere sir me ek chamak si nikli thi aur jab mene phone lagaya toh Sisakte sisakte woh kuch aisa kehe gayi ki mere Aankh apne aap gili ho gayi. Usse kisi ki itni fikar karte dekhna mere liye ek aisa mukaam tha ki me usse dur rahu toh hi behetar hoga. Isliye mene uss din se faisla kar liya tha ki naa toh me usse baat karunga naa hi usse koi Raabta rakhunga. Uss din ke baad uske kayi paigaam aye aur kayi dafa usne mujhse raabta rakhne ki koshish ki par mein nahi chahata tha ki meri wajah se usse koi pareshani ho isliye mene kisi baat ki aur dhyan naa dete hue usse nazarandaaz kar diya. Bus kabhi kabhi uski aawaj sunne ke liye road ke kisi mood wale Coin-Box par se aawaj sun liya karta tha, darta tha kahi woh pehechaan naa le. 8 mahine beet gaye the uss baat ko jab mene usse Haal-e-dil baya kiya tha. Aur roz dube armaano par jee raha tha mein aur issi baat ko dauhra raha tha ki usse iss baat ka ehsaas hoga ki kuch baate sirf kuch logo ke liye bani hoti hai aur uska matlab bhi unhi ke saath milta hai. 
          Saal ka dusra mahina aur bayaan karne ke thik 8 mahine baad achanak uska naam mere phone par chalak raha tha, 8 mahine baad ussi umid me mene phone ka jawab diya. "Hello!" uski awaj se jaise mera dil bhar aya, mene phone kaat diya aur kuch pal chupke se roo liya. Fir uska phone aya aur iss dafa mene jawab diya, itne arse baad usse Rubaru hone ka mauka mila tha. Aur uss dauraan jo baatein hui wohi shayad mere zindagi ka behad kimti aur ahem hissa tha, uss ek Guftagoo ne hume fir milne ka mauka de diya. Uss mulakat ke liye mene aur mere dosto ne kayi tayariya kar rakhi thi. Par uss haseen mauke par bhi usse uska wakt uss insaan ne Na-ashna kar rakha tha, dard toh mujhe bhi hua tha par uske saath hone ki khushi bhi thi. Taaro se bhara aasman ke tale hum dono kisi shaant samandar ki tarah ek dusre ki saaso ko mehsus kar rahe the. 10 inch ke faasle par baithe the fir bhi khayalo se jude the, itni baate sameti jui thi dil me jo uss din keheni thi par jubaan jaise kat chuki thi. Dhire se usne uska haath mere hathon par rakha, aisa laga raha tha ki me uss haath ko thaam kar puri zindagi ki duri tay kar chuka tha. Uski iss paari si harkat se mujhe hausala mila sab bayaan karne ka, usse unn 8 mahino ke har pal ke bare me bataya jo mene uske bina uske khayalo me kaate. Uss raat jo bhi mene kaha woh mujhe toh yaad nahi par usse jarur yaad hai, usse woh har ek harkat yaad hai jo mene uss dauraan ki thi. "I don't wanna go away from you..." in lafzo ke sahare usne uske Ehsaas bayaan kiye, mere khushi ka koi ant nahi tha. Aur mujhe khushi iss baat ki nahi thi ki mene usse paa liya hai par uss baat ki khushi thi ki me uss ladki ke sath hu jo kisi ki parwah naa karte hue mere liye itne bade imtehaan ka faisla ek pal me kar gayi. Aise ladki ka sath ho toh insaan kisi bhi mushkil ko gale lagane ke liye nahi zhizhagta. Aur issi tarah Aaj bhi hum ek dusre ki baato ko samajhte hai aur kehene se pehele hi aanke padh lete hai.
           Isiliye mein hamesha keheta hu "Pyaar Diya Jata Hai, Manga Nahi Jata!"...

Tera Mera Naam!!! (Part-1)

Yeh dastaan unn dino ki hai jab insaan apne khush hal zindagi ke liye pehela kadam badhata hai. Ji haan, yeh Waqt hai college ke dino ka. ENGINEERING! yeh shabdh dekh kar, jaise aapke hosh udd jate hai. Har woh shaks jo peheli baar engineering college me jata hai toh uski maa garv se sab rishtedaro se keheti hai ki mera beta engineering kar raha hai. Har sapne ki shuruwat achhi hi hoti hai. Bus use pura karne me insaan piche rehe jata hai, kyuki use yeh toh pata hota hai ki banna toh engineer hi hai par yeh pata nhi hota ki uske liye kitne papad belne padte hai. 

One of the Top College Of The City, insaan ka status rishtedaro ke nazar me ucha ho jata hai. Yeh kahani bhi Bollywood ke Filmo jaisi mod leti hai, par itni jaldi nhi abhi toh "Tell Garam Hona Baki Hai". College ka pehela din, me bhi unhi logo me se tha jo naye chehero par yun nazar firate class me enter karte jase koi Lughaat me kisi shabd ka matlab dhund rahe ho. Do anjane shaks anjani muskurahat dekar ek dusro ka naam puchte hai aur isi tarah Dost bante hai. Shant, ba haya, amli kisam ke logo me se ek tha me. Apna adha bachpan apne Rabt ke sath aur adha apne Qalmi Dosto ke sath bita chuka tha. Wakt tha jawani ka, khud ki jagah aur Shaksiat banane ka. Facebook!!! isi kaise bhul sakte hai, 80 pratishat logo ki subha status update karne par hoti hai. 20th June 2011 10:37pm, facebook(1 Friend Request). Shayad 8 saal baad naam padha tha mene uska, ek muskan ke sath request accept kar li. Hi! isi shabd ke sath baat shuru ki, do jaan pehechan ke log do anjaan shero se jude the. Meri khamoshi ko Rawaiyaa samajh rahi thi woh aur me uske Faliat ko bechaini. Har din kitabo se shuru hota tha aur har raat uske peghaamo par khatam. Bechaini har dhalti shaam ke sath badhti thi aur har badhti raat ke sath dhalti.
Mobile par signal naa ho toh mano jaan si nikal jati thi, kyu ki bus raat hi thi jo hame jod rahi thi. Kisi din jawab na aye toh dar sa lagta tha, par dusre din dar se bhi samjhauta kar leta tha. Yeh toh janta nhi tha ki kya lagti thi woh meri jiske liye itni bechaini, itni fikra, itni dil lagi thi, bus yeh janta tha ki Jaan basne lagi thi usme meri. Mujhe ab bhi yaad hai woh raat jab peheli baar usne mujhse koi Meherbaani mangi thi, subaah 5 baje uthane ki farmaish ki thi aur me la parwah sa itnisi baat ko sarakhoo par nahi rakh paya. Pura din wohi baat mere zain me dhaura rahi thi, kehe rahi thi ki ek zimma liya tha woh bhi pura nhi kar paya. Toh socha Surprise karta hoon usse mulakat kar ke, par jaise badkisamti mera puri tarah se sath nibha rahi thi. Use kisi aur se hi pata chal gaya ki me wohi hu uske sher me aur fir bhi usse milne ka shabd bhi zaya nahi kiya ho mene. Badi mushkil se manaya tha use aur akhir woh waqt aa hi gaya jab woh mere samne thi aur me uske samne. Shor! sirf dhakano ki badhti raftar ka tha, Aahat! sirf uske kadmo ki aur Nazare! sirf use hi dekh paa rahi thi. Aisa lag raha tha jaise woh pal aise hi chalta rahe aur ussi raftar se zindagi uske sath badhti rahe. Thaki hui Baahe, Num Aankhe, Bikhre baal aur Hotho par 100000Watt wali muskan lekar meri or ati hui woh ladki aisi lag rahi thi jaise humari roz mulakat hoti ho. Pata nahi kaise par mujhe uske har Alfaz ki Geheraiyaan samajh ane lagi thi. Uski aankhe mujhse bohot kuch kehena chahati thi par woh unn baaton ko zubaan par lane se Zhizhag rahi thi. Uski aawaj me ek alag hi Attar tha, jaise koi do alag-alag Rango ko ek hi Saraahi me ghol diya ho. Uski awaj meri kaano par aise padh rahi thi ki mera dhyan kahi aur lag hi nahi raha tha. Khule asmaan ki or dekh kar kuch khoj rahi thi woh, Orion! Taaro Ka Jhurmat, jise woh roz dekha karti thi, par na-jane kis wajah se uss din use Muh chhupai baitha tha. Peheli baar use inta bechain hote dekha tha, jaise kisi ne uski aziz chiz chupa di ho. Uss raat toh woh dikha nahi, shayad koi ishara tha ya koi Itafaq. 9 ghante sath bitaye hui jaise bus kuch pal lag rahi the, Yeh socha bhi nahi tha ki lautne ka bhi waqt ayega. Mann kar raha tha ki use rok lu aur puchu ki yeh wakt aise hi nahi chal sakta? isi tarah roz milna nahi ho sakta? Kuch palo me woh mere nazro se dur jaa chuki thi, peheli baar mene kisi ki kami mehsus ki thi, peheli baar mene kisi rishtey ko itne karab se jana tha, apne aap me se unn Aib ko pehechan tha jo mene kabhi Ittela nahi kiye the. Ab toh bechaini ek naye Mukaam par jaa pahuchi ti, ab intazaar ka nasha aur bhi dugna ho gay tha. Agle hi din phone par uski awaj sunne par dhadkane raftar pakdne lagi thi, usse zindagi ke har gum ko baatne laga tha me. Waqt ke sath pata bhi nahi chala ki uske naam sunne par kabhi mere Hothon par Muskan aur Dil ki Dhadkane tezz bhi ho sakti hai. Kuch dosto ne koshish ki mujhe samjhane ki, ki ise Dilkashi nahi kehete, ise Pyaar kehete hai, par me yeh manne ko tayar nahi tha ki mujh jaise insaan ko kabhi pyaar bhi ho sakta hai. Har Muqadda par uske hi khayal the, har jagah uske hi sawal the, ghera hua tha uske lamho ne mujhe kyu ki mere Dil aur Dimag, uske nashe me dono Beheaal the. Me Tassavur bhi nahi kar paa raha tha ki me kisi se itni Beintehaan mohobbat kar sakta hu. Usse baat karne ko toh jaise ajab sa Khauf tha mere mann me, jise mere andar waqt ke sath badhat mil rahi thi. Par ab kehena jaruri tha, kyu ki uss bechaini ko me aur Dilkashi ka naam nahi de paa raha tha, batana chahta tha use ki haan mujhe tumse Beintehaan mohobaat hai. 24th July 12.42pm, ||I Think I'm In Love With You||, yahi shabdo me use bayan kiya tha, Par..... Yeh toh kabhi socha hi nahi ki usse bhi mujhse pyaar hoga ya nahi. Use Ittela toh kar diya tha aur meri usse jude har rishtey, wade aur palo ko daav par laga chuka tha me. Samay beet raha tha aur bechaini badh rahi thi ki uska jawab kya hoga. Mene toh meri or se sab soch liya tha par yeh bhi sochna jaruri tha ki uske mann me mere liye kya ehsas hai. Mere phone ke shor ke lay par meri dhakane Nazir ho rahi thi, usika naam Chhalak raha tha. Hello! awaj jaise kisi geherai se ati hui mere kaano par padi, Saans bharte hue mene aankhe mund li, aur ek bund sidhi mere Aaankho se Zameen ki duri tay karte hue Zameen par jaa giri...
                                                                                                       To Be Continued...♥♥♥

Fir Barish Hogi...!!!

Samundar Kinare Ek Gasht, Bulbulo Ke Badolat,

Lehero Ke Shor Par Nazeer Dhadkano Ki Aahat,

Jo Iss Dooriyon Ki Gardisho Ko Badal De,

Bus Yahi Iss Adeeb Ki Tammana Puri Kar De...

Ferozi Libaz, Rupahale Zewar,

Chamakti Nighaho Me Ubharte Tewar,

Tumhare Issi Baat Ne Toh Humse

Puri Qaynath Jod Di Thi,

Palko Me Basi Woh Tasveer Chura Li Thi,

Thik Ussi Tarah,

Fir Barish Hogi, Fir Yaadein Taza Hogi,

Fir Bheegi Palko Par Yaadon Ki Parchhai Nazar Ayegi...

Tera Zikr Na Ho Aisa Koi Din Nahi Hota,
Yeh Barish Pehele Bhi Itni Hi Shor Karti Thi
Aur Ab Bhi Utna Hi Shor Karti Hai,
Bus Ab Bheegna Pasand Hai,

Kyuki Ab Wajah Alag Hai Jeene Ki Bhi
Aur Bheegne Ki Bhi...

Har Woh Pal Jiska Katra-Katra

Hum Sath Bitana Chahate Hai,

Kisi Roz Uthate Dhue Me Posheeda Ho Jayega,

Na Me Bhulunga, Na Tum Bhulogi,

Fir Barish Hogi, Fir Yaadein Taza Hogi,

Fir Bheegi Palko Par Yaadon Ki Parchhai Nazar Ayegi...

Kuch Kadam Hum Chale, Kuch Tum Chalo,

Thoda Pyaar Humne Kiya Hai, Thoda Tum Karo,

Paani Ki Khoj Me Toh Abr Bhi Rukh Mod Lete Hai,

Kuch Intazar Humne Kiya Hai, Thoda Tum Bhi Karo...

Humari Zindagi Bhi Iss Sunahare Suraj Ki Tarah Hai,

Pyaar Se Chamakti, Roshni Ki Tarah Manzil Tak Jati,

Aur Kisika Saya Ban Kar Saath Nibhati,

Saath Mera Aur Tumhara,

Fir Barish Hogi, Fir Yaadein Taza Hogi,

Fir Bheegi Palko Par Yaadon Ki Parchhai Nazar Ayegi...

Na Matawaqae Rishtey!!!

Kabhi Dil, Kabhi Dimag Ke Raaz

Jhilmilate Rehete Hai,

Armano Ko Kabu Karte Karte

Kisi Anjane Se Hi Ishq Ladha Jata Hai...

Rishto Ki Buniyad Mazboot Ho

Toh Ishq Aur Jung Me Sab Jaiz Hai,

Jisme Beintehaan Ishq
Aur Kuch  Poshida Jung Hai...

Kalai Ko Thamne Se Insaan

Kisi Ka Gulam Nahi Hota,
Khichti Hai Lakeere Hathon Ki
Geherai Se Insaan
Noor-e-Khuda Nahi Hota...

Farzi Hai Duniya Ki Har Woh Baat
Jin me Tumhara Ashkk Nahi Hota,
Ruthne Par Manane Ka Jashan
Toh Waise Bhi Kum Nahi Hota...

Kehete Hai Kuch Baatein 
Ankahi Hoti Hai
Jinka Zikar Jahan Bhi Nahi Karta,
Janne Ke Liye Toh 
Puri Duniya Betaab Hai
Par Koshish Me Bhi Nahi Karta...

Ishq Ki Ziyarat!!!

Har Dubte Suraj Ki Shafaq Me
Ugte Chand Ki Murad Puri Hoti Hai,
Woh Suraj Ka Intakaal Nahi
Ek Naye Din Ki Shurwat Hoti Hai...  

Hum Dono Kisi Anjani Kashish
Se Rubaru Hue The
Pyaar Me Farmabardar Hai Hum,
Duniya Ke Iss Numaisho Me
Tassavur Na Kar Sakenge
Par Aise Mohobat-E-Misaal Hai Hum...

Har Insaan Ki Shumar Zindagi
Nili Syahi Se Nahi Likhi Hoti,
Kuch Kore Kagaz Bhi Hote Hai
Jinka Zikar Zameer Bhi Nahi Karti...

Taaro Se Dur Rehekar Jagmagana
Raat Me Nikale Chand Ki Marzi Nahi,
Tumhe Satate Hai
Par Yeh Dil-E-Mohobat Farzi Nahi...

Galatiya Batlane Me Hume
Yun Hi Maja Nahi Ata
Dard Hume Bhi Hota Hai,
Apno Ko Mashware Dene Me
Zhizhagte Nahi
Farz Humara Bhi Banta Hai...

Baraste Boondon Ki Khan-Khanahat
Me Machalti Shaam Ho,
Is Kadar Tere Husna Ki Nazakat Rahe
Ki Hume Teri Hamesha Ziyarat Ho...