Tuesday 25 December 2012

She Say's... But Her Eyes Speaks!!!


She Says:
"I don't Love you.."
Her Eyes Say:
"I'm Crazy for you.."
 
 She Says: 
"I'm Happy without you.."
Her Eyes Say:
"My Happiness is incomplete without you.."
   
She Says:
"She has many to take Care of her.."  
Her Eyes Say:
"No one Cares as you do.."

She Says: 
"All her friends are Like me.." 
Her Eyes Say:
"But you stand Unique among them.."

She Says:
"To Hold someone else Hand.."
Her Eyes Say:  
"Never Leave Me.."

She Says: 
" Don't Hold Me"
Her Eyes Say: 
"Let Me just Hold you.."

She Says: 
"You are just a Good friend.." 
Her Eyes Say:
 "I can't See You with anyone Other.." 

She Says: 
"Go away.."   
Her Eyes Say: 
"Till I feel Your Heartbeat.."

 She Says: 
"Don't Kiss Me.."
Her Eyes Say: 
"Don't follow My Words.."

She Says: 
"Wait for Now.." 
Her Eyes Say:
"Lets Fall in for each Other.."

She Says:
"I'm Confused.." 
Her Eyes Say:
"I just Love You.."

She Says:
"I don't Trust you.."
Her Eyes Say:
"After My Dad I feel Safe with you". . .

Wednesday 19 December 2012

Zinda Hai!!!




Yeh Hai Meri Kahani, Khamosh Kahani,
Sannata Keh Raha Hai Kyun Zulm Sehe Raha Hai,
Ek Dastan Purani Tanhai Ki Zubani,
Har Zakham Khil Raha Hai, Kuch Mujhsa Kehe Raha Hai,
Chubta Kanta Yaadon Ka,
Girti Deewaron Ke Anchal Me Zinda Hai. . .

Sukhe Patton Ki Taraha Sehemi Palke Hai,

Daali Se Ruth Kar Jo Chalke Hai,
Paani Ki Boondein Hi Hai Jin Par Sapne Behete Hai,
Tinka Tinka Wakt Bhi Fisal Raha Hai,
Milne Ko Jo Tumse Kadam Badhaye The,
Do Char Kadam Hi Sahi Par Sath Toh Chal Paye Hai. . .

Saansein Mehekti Hai Teri Khushbo Se
Ab Toh Saans Lene Se Bhi Dar Lagta Hai,
Tanhai Me Andheri Raat Ke Kale Saaye
Andheron Ka Khauf Nahi Ujalon Se Dar Lagta Hai,
Teri Yaadon Ke Sahare Zinda Hai Hum
Ab Tujhe Bhul Jane Se Dar Lagta Hai. . .

Zindagi Hai Jo Jiyee Jati Hai, Khoon Ka Ghoont Piyee Jati Hai,
Khwab Kaanton Sa Siye Jati Hai,
Ab Na Koi Pass Hai Phir Bhi Ek Aas Hai,
Syahiyo Se Ulajhi Paheli Hai Ki Koi Khaas Hai,
Yaadon Ke Jungle Sa Yeh Dil, Kaanton Sa Jalta Yeh Dil,
Girti Deewaron Ke Anchal Me Zinda Hai. . . 

Wednesday 5 December 2012

One Day You Will Miss Me!!!



                     MISS You!!! What's The First Thing Which Comes To Your Mind When You Hear This Word??? Yeah! The Name Of Your Loved One. The One Whom You Miss Whole Day On Small, Little Things That Are Unnoticeable To Others. Everyone Must Be Having That Special Person In His/Her Life. And  How Strange Is That, Now You Must Be Smiling And Missing That Person. Yes, I Too Miss Someone Alot. But The Only Thing Is That I Don't Know She Too Miss Me Or Not.

                     Missing Someone Is That Sweet Pain Which Everyone Can Bear With A Smile. I Taste That Sweetness Daily In My Life. I Miss You Every Single Moment Of My Life. And Moments Means That In Which I Live As Myself, And That Happens Very Often. Everyday When I Wake Up In Morning, I Just Smile With My Eyes Half Open And Say To Myself  " Very Good Morning Dude! Getup You Don't Have Anyone Who'll Sweetly, Cutely Say Good Morning In Your Ears Through The Phone" , And That Sound Will Keep Echoing In My Ears For A While And Bring A Smile On My Face. You Really Don't Have Any Idea How Much I Miss You. You Know What? Daily I Getup, Eat Breakfast Alone And Go For College  With A Dull Smile, Come Back Home And Just The Day Passes. Daily The Same Thing Happens, There Is No One Such Close To Me. Very Boring And Unromantic Life I've Spent Till The Day I Met You. We Met, We Exchanged Some Words With Each Other Via Chats And Then When I Saw You In Reality I Fell In Love With You. Tell Me What's My Fault In That. Even Then I Tried To Be Away From You But Again You Came In My Life, I Tried So Much To Be Away From You But I Couldn't, You Only Tell What Can I do? Then I  Thought Of Meeting Your Mother So That I Can Impress You But I Was Mad Thinking That You Would Get Impressed. Everyday I Have My Lunch And Dinner Alone And Its So True That Its Too Hard To Eat Alone, I Miss You There. Because I Want Someone To Talk With, Someone Who Would Force Me To Have Food When I Don't Want To Have. Someone Who Will Force Me To Take Medicines Even Though Knowing That I Hate Medicines And When I Say No, You'll Give Me Your Swear And Then Laugh At Me Cruelly Because You Know I'm Scared To Lose The Most Precious And Loved Person Of Life. When Ever I Travel I'm Alone, Even There I Miss You. I Think That Someone Would Care About Me And Ask Me Whether I Have Forgotten Something Back At Home While Coming Because You Know I Have Habit Of Forgetting Things. You Would Ask Me Whether I'm Comfortable Or Not Because You Know That I Cant Fit On The Side Berth Of The Trains Due To My Tallness. And Talk To Me In The Whole Journey Even If There Is Some Network Disturbance. And When You Are Sleepy And I Tell You To Sleep Then You Reply Silently Taking A Couple Of Seconds Pause Followed By A Deep Breath And Say " I Love You More Than My Sleep, Even I'm Sleepy I Want To Listen To You In My Dreams Too".


                           Every Night I Go Out With My Friends To Drink Cold Coffee And I Enjoy It Alot Even Then My Eyes Flow When I See A Guy Offering His Own Mug Of Coffee To His Love When She Is Finished With her Own. People Say Love Keeps You Happy But I Think Memories Of Your Love Keeps You Happy. I Tried Alot To Keep You Away from My Heart But It Anyhow Finds You From Your Essence. I Didn't Ask God For All These Then Why He Gave Me These Feelings, Why He Taught Me To Miss, To Care, To Love? I Know You Don't, But This How I Miss You. And Remember One Thing, You'll Miss ME As I Missed YOU, You'll Cry For ME As I Cried For YOU, But You'll Not Love ME As I Loved You. . .

Sunday 4 November 2012

Bus Itni Si Thi Yeh Kahani!!!

Na Jane Iss Tanha Duniya Me
Kya Dhund Raha Tha Me,
Gumsum Gumshuda Galiyon Me
Yun Awara Kya Khoj Raha Tha Me,
Shayad Tumhe Hi Dhund Raha Tha Me...

Shayad Kisiki Saanso Ki Mehek Thi
Ya Payal Ki Khanak Thi,
Jaante Hue Bhi Anjaan The Par Fir Bhi
Dil Me Ek Chanak Thi Ki
Tum Yahi Ho,Yahi Kahi Ho...

Baho Se Guzarti Hawa Ki Tarah
Pass Aakar Palak Jhapakte Hi
Jaise Dhundli Ho Jati Thi Duniya,
Socha Kuch Pal, Kuch Lamho Ke Liye Akela Ho Jao
Aankh Kholi Toh Ek Chehera Nazar Aya...

Muskurahat Jaise Kali Ki Khil Khilahat
Harkate Jaisi Bachkani Hich Kichahat,
Ek Latt Gulabi Galo Ko Chhuti Hui
Mano Hawa Se Jaise Leherane Ke Liye Lad Rahi Ho,
Nazuk Hatho Se Halke Se Usse Ungli Par Lapet Kar
Woh  Usse Apne Kano Ke Piche Sarkati Hui,
Par Jaise Latto Ne Leherane Ki Zid Pakad Rakhi Ho,
Fir Fisalkar Gulabi Galo Ko chhu Liya...

Shayad Thi Aasman Se Utari Hui Koi Meethi Pari
Ya Shayad Koi Sansanati Tikhi Curry,
Bachpan Se Dekha Toh Tha Par Iss Kadar Kabhi Nahi
Kab Dil Ne Pyar Ke Samundar Me
Dupkiya Lagana Shuru Kar Diya Pata Nahi...

Majbur Yeh Halat Idhar Bhi The Udhar Bhi
Tanhai Ki Raat Idhar Bhi Thi Udhar Bhi,
Kehene Ko Bohot Kuch Tha Magar Kise Kahe Hum
Kabtak Yun Hi Khamosh Rahe Aur Sahe Hum,
Kyu Din Me Sulagte Rahe Logo Ko Bata De
Ha Humko Mohobat Hai, Mohobat Hai, Mohobat Hai...

Socha Dil Ki Kuch Baate Usse Bhi Bata De
Naam Me Hi Kuch Aisi Baat Thi Ki
Awaj Dete Hi Dhadkan Tezz Ho Gayi Jaise Beheta Pani,
Kehe Toh Diya Sab Magar Khamoshi Khichti Ja Rahi Thi
Nazare Jhukati Hui Halke Si Muskurai Aur...
Bus Itni Si Thi Yeh Kahani...

Wednesday 24 October 2012

Boys Too Have Heart!!!

The way they Hug you tightly in their arms
when you Cry...

The way they keep looking at you when you ask them
why are they looking, they say "Now I Can't Even See You?"...

The way they are jealous 
when some other boy Flirts with You...

The way they put their Head on your lap
or shoulder when they are Sad...

The way they dont let you go back
when you go to meet Them...

The way they say I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU
and you want that moment to just Pause...

The way they take off your Hairband and say
"You Are Looking Awesome In Loose Hairs"...

The way they try to convince you 
when you get Angry by doing Silly Things...

The way they say
"Today Your Looking Beautiful"
Even though after spending hours with You...

The way they want your 100% attention
and when your unable to talk and they get Angry
and say "Okay than... Stay Busy"...

Boys are Worth Loving... ya
you just need one guy to Prove 
not all boys are Bad and Cheaters...

They are Sweet, Emotional, Matured and Loyal
for their PRINCESS...

Thursday 18 October 2012

Another Day Without You!!!

                  It's 6.30 am and one of my eye opens . A sunny morning with a bright sun in the blue sky.  One of my hand searching for my cell phone beside my head. And yes, as expected 5 text messages and 25 whatsapp messages. Its a daily routine actually, averagely 25 whatsapp messages because some of my busy friends need to discuss something which is sensible to them but senseless to rest. Though only two of them need to talk, but they forget that they also have private chat to talk on.
                
                   Five text messages, the opened eye search for your name in those 5 texts. But unfortunately none of them. My eye closes for couple of seconds and again opens with the second one. Again the mind replies " Might Be Busy". But are you really? Or am I just making myself a fool. Once again heart say's " May Be Another Day". As daily, one of my friend shouts from the adjucent room "Jhop Re", I smile and close my eyes to see you again in the other world besides reality. 
     
                   Next time the eye opens and its 10 am and the sleep seemed to be of  just one hour. The eyes moves towards the phone to see the blink for notification. As soon as the light blinks hands gets attracted towards phone and browse the text's. Once again it's Fb notifications. A smile on face with a thought in mind " Stop Expecting". "Knock!!! Knock!!!" 
yeah... its my friend who goes for cricket fitness coaching early morning at 7 am and returns with a milk pouch, a half a dozen banana in other hand, bat hanging on one shoulder, wearing a cap tagged with Police Cricket Academy, headphones in ears and playing his constantly favourate song "Chal Chhaiya Chhaiya". Yeah, you are absolutely right, he is a big joker but the bestie of mine. Hats off for his talent and affection towards his carrier.
P.S. He can make 3 types of coffee! Hot, Cold and Black!
      
 Another roommate of mine, have college at 9 am but still sleeps by Snoozing his alarm after every 5 minutes. Lazy, yes thats thats the word suitable for him. But atlast gets up at 10 am to attend the second lecture which is at 11.15 am. Has a wonderfull variable nature. HYOSUNG!!! 
Dont worry he will understand. Hahahahahaha!!!
Whole noon I sit with the laptop on my bed and write a stupid blog as this. But though it's stupid I do Love it because during that time you are present with me in my mind and heart.

                    Though I'm so busy as explained above, i dont forget you. I dont miss you, you are kind of addiction for me. So now i can say to my friends that i'm too addicted . As I said i dont miss you because you never leave my thoughts. Hands of clock rotates and it's evening now. Some hours ago the room was empty with echoing voice of just two people. Now the echo is trapped between six of us. More antic friends with more antic qualities. Batman, one of my friend's nick name, a purely animal lover with kind heart. And other friend who is only physically present with us, not mentally. We call him as W-A-L-I-Y-A, too childish but a reall S-T-U-D of our group. See that other friend of mine is laughing, he is ready to laugh on anyone's joke. He is a Treasure Of Reasons. Yes, he has reason for everything. His patent dialogue "Dil Dariya, .............", now everyone else must be laughing at him. But he is the most changed and evolved guy I've ever seen in my life. And also most funny person in our group. Aren't they antic? Thats why they are my friends. All are equall to me because I Count My Friends On One Hand.

                     UNO!!!UNO!!!UNO!!! Playing this game on terace and waiting for Shawarma to come with empty stomaches. "Aur Ek Baar Aur Call Kar Na Yaar", thats what all say. And as soon as Shawarma comes playing cards spreads here and there and everyone search for there share in a small polythene bag. " 2 pav tera, 2 khabuz tera..........", hahahaahhaahhaha!!! And it tastes best Only With You Guys. Though I'm with them at every couple of instance you are on my mind. Then the timepasses and it's night and everyone back to there homes. Dinner and then it's time for COFFEE!, where we daily go on one bike three people. TRIPSYYY!!! Drinking cold coffee without forgetting the word "CHEERS!!!". Every Cold Sip of Coffee reminds me about you. Coming Back with Making fun of Street Dogs. Hahahahahahaha!!!

                     Thats how the day comes to an end but still the inbox of my phone remains Unhighlighted without your message. Still the heart believes and Expects a Good night message but as usuall no text and no call. Sometimes the heart also gets fooled by thinking of you and goes off to sleep. And with your Thoughts, Memories, Essence and Belief that You'll be with me oneday. It just passes,  ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU...

Tuesday 16 October 2012

I'll Make You Mine!!!

Siting, Thinking Why Is It So Hard 
Not To Think About Your Beautiful Face,
With Your Sexy Brown Eyes, 
Gracious Cheekbones, Long Black Hairs
And Sassy Attitude...

You Have A Smile As Beautiful As Red Rose

And A Voice Which Gives Me An Alcoholic Dose,
Someday I Hope You'll Be Mine
Strutting Down The Hall
Approaching Me Then Say I Do...

I Think Of You Constantly In My Sleep
I Wish It Might Be You When My Phone Beeps,
You Are The Only One I would See If I Lost My Eyes
You Are The Only One Who Would Tell Me 
Not To Fall For Their Lies...

I Sometimes See A Simple Dream
Where You Are My Valentine,
Its Crazier Then It May Seem
I Wish I Could make You Mine...


Someday I Will Say Those Words
And I May Get An Answer That Is Divine,
That Would Give Me Wings Like Birds
The Day When I'll Call You Mine...

Saturday 13 October 2012

Yes... I Miss You!!!

Going Through Our Memories
That's Always What I Do,
Because That's All You've Left For Me
Just Memories Of You,

Looking At Your Pictures

Just Makes Me Smile,
Because Looking At You
Makes My Life Worthwhile,
Yes... I Miss You!!!

Every Song That I Listen To

Is Just Dedicated To You,
After Knowing That I'm All Alone
Still The Heart Is Addicted To You,

Every Sip Of Coffee 

With The Essence Of Your Heu,
Makes My Thirsty Eyes
Filled With Dew,

Though I See You Daily

From The Vision OF My Past,
My Soul Aches To Know
How Long Does Death Last,
Yes... I Miss You!!!

Thursday 11 October 2012

SweetHeart!!!

You Are My Sweet Heart
I could Tell From The Start,
You Made Me Realize
We Could Never Be Apart,

The Things You Do
To Make Me Smile,
I Love Being With You
U Make Life Worthwhile,

My Sweetheart You Are
In My Heart You Will Stay,
I Now See Our Love
Is Not A Game To Play,

I'm Glad We Are Together
And Not Only Friends,
You Are My Sweetheart
From Beginning To END...

Wednesday 10 October 2012

Yaadon Ko Kayd Karlo!!!

Kash In Lamho Ko Kayd Kar Pate,
Thodo Dur Hum Bhi Soch Pate,
Jo Yaadein Simti Hai Aankhon Me ,
Un Mukhtasar Lamho Ko Hum Bhi Toh Dekh Pate...


Monday 8 October 2012

Saath Hai Tera!!!

Aaj Bhi Sath Mehsus Karte Hai Hum,
Sath Nahi Hai Fir Shikhwe
Kiya Karte Hai Hum,

Has Toh Hum Bhi Lete Hai
Yeh Soch Kar Ki Sath Hai,
Magar Khud Ko Akele Paakar
Hasi Bhi Jhijhak Si Jaati Hai...
 

Aaye Yaad Teri Aye... Jaye Jaan Bhi Na Jaye!!!

Saans Tham Jati Hai Par Jaan Nahi Jati,
Dard Hota Hai Par Awaz Nahi Ati,


Ajib Log Hai Iss Zamane Me,
Koi Bhul Nhi Pata Aur Kisi Ko Yaad Nahi Ati...

Tumhari Kami Hai!!!

Aaj Kisi Ke Sath Ki Kami Hai,
Tabhi Toh Humari Aankhon Me Nami Hai,

Koi Hai Jo Bhul Gaya Hume,
Par Hamare Liye Unki Jagah Ab Bhi Wahi Hai...

Jab Tak Hai Jaan!!!

Tera Yun Khwabon Me Ana
Palkon Se Yun Sisak Jaana,
Tera Yun Yaad Ana
Palkon Se Chalak Jaana,
Tera Mujhse Ruth Jaana
Tanhaiyon Me Fir Iss Tarah Yaad Ana,
Nahi Bhula Paunga Me...

JAB TAK HAI JAAN, JAB TAK HAI JAAN!!!